Saturday, October 15, 2011Y
10/15/2011 05:56:00 PM
i really ought to open up my world. i want to see more, hear more, feel more, learn more, embrace more.bring me out to the world. bring me out.
there's a lot awaiting me out there.
Tuesday, August 09, 2011Y
8/09/2011 11:11:00 PM
there's so much constantly on my mind. things to learn, to do, to work on. it's never ending.
although im kinda getting to like my job and closer to the people around me now, but there's still a lot of challenges ahead. still ain't sure if im really up to it. we'll see.
most importantly, i need to stay focus. focus on what i want to achieve at the end of the day. i don't have much time left till results day.
Sunday, May 22, 2011Y
5/22/2011 05:10:00 PM
1 month has passed. cleared 3 papers, 3 more to go. started hunting, and to be frank, not easy.still undecided if this suits me at all. hang in there, AC. i keep telling myself, to give myself more time. 1 month is not a good time-frame to be fully adjusted to a new environment. after all, i'm still learning a lot of things, so why so hard on myself right?
i guess its because its so competitive. every moment, it's war. and the fittest survive.
sometimes Baba says that im too soft for this job; cos im one who'll think a lot. i know, and that's really me. i wish i dont think so much too! but just gotta hang in there i guess
the going gets tough, the tough gets going; so be tough, AC!!! by July you'll know. hang in there!
Sunday, May 01, 2011Y
5/01/2011 09:17:00 PM
everytime i go for a run, i always have the same thought in mind - the determined one survives everything in life.its not like im an avid runner, hahaha. compared to other sports, i really dont like running. i prefer action packed stuff, well, guess that's coming from an ex-dancer. but running is a good way to clear up the mind and stuff, i always feel so.
i should really run and write more in times like this. so that i wouldn't sink into the anxiety and fear so deeply like i did for the past two weeks.
Nike Goddess Run, here i come! Module 5, 9, 1B, BCP, PGI, here i come! ROARRRRR!!!
Wednesday, April 27, 2011Y
4/27/2011 08:29:00 PM
im super vulnerable when it comes to my family. super. maybe its because i dont stay with them; so i dont really take my family members for granted.just second week into training and i already have thoughts of giving up. but im not, cos ive not yet challenged myself further. but these two weeks are damn stressful... training, studying almost everyday, targets bugging every minute.
i knew that going into sales will kill me because i take my work damn seriously, and i get bugged by the figures and targets constantly. like in my shower, when im travelling, before sleep, the moment i wake up, even waking up in the middle of the night to the toilet. it kills me.
but this just shows that this is just one of the greatest obstacle that i need to pass. and it's not time yet to flash myself the red card. i need to hold on and look at the bigger picture.
hang on ariel, you're barely there.
Saturday, April 16, 2011Y
4/16/2011 01:01:00 PM
went on a Macau+Zhuhai+Zhongshan trip with Rong for 5d... 4days to be exact. only spent a day in Macau and i guess there's really nothing much in Macau besides its 33 casinos. and the shopping district that we went past were mostly brand shops that you can find in Singapore. the main shopping place was Zhuhai, where you can bargain and get some good deals. so most of the stuff were bought from there. it was a great trip though its just the two of us. i think being friends with each other for so long, there are little things that we do that pisses each other off but we dont hold it or bear grudges, which is why this friendship remains strong. =) i think the most amazing thing is how Rong can fall asleep INSTANTLY on the bus everytime after we had our meals.. haha! AND how she reacts to songs as if she is in a nightclub all the time. WAAHHAHA! Rong, i can bring you to club with me, but please dont get drunk. lol. the only bugging thing is that i went there healthy but return home to be damn sick. fell sick on the third day with a sorethroat, and the flu and cough came along. hate being sick when overseas. =( its also the first time that im overseas and i came back with a lot of unused currency (RMB, MOP and HKD). in the past, whenever i still had spare cash, i would spent at the airport buying cosmetics or perfume or whatever nots to just use up everything. i guess its because this time i decided for myself that this has to be a budget trip and i was conscious about how i spend my money, given the fact that im taking a paycut and forgoing my bonus and all... . starting my new job on Monday... damn, im nervous. and had no idea what to expect. i never felt like this before whenever i join a new company. cos this time round, there's so much uncertainty that is worrying me. we'll see how it goes. i'm staying positive as of now. how time flies! that's the end of my two weeks break and beginning of a new chapter. anticipating the twists and turns in this chapter. =)
Monday, March 28, 2011Y
3/28/2011 04:25:00 PM
i think everyone has their fair share of lousy colleagues, gossipers, free-riders in team. but has anyone encountered a male colleague who always ogle at female colleagues, stares at your chest when you're talking to him, can be touchy if he thinks he is close to you? i am super disgusted by such a person. and such is a person with poor attitude at work, no responsibility and only creates negative vibes in the team. so should i or shouldn't i?